I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, you're a stranger

I wish you could see these tears, undo them. 

Wish you could see my fears, let them fade away. 

Wish you could feel my pain, say that it’s gonna be alright, unbreak my heart. 

Wish you could hold me every night, when I can’t sleep. 

Wish you could hear me, when I’m screaming your name. 

Wish you could look behind these mask of happiness, see the truth inside of me. 

Wish you could listen to every song I sing, I sing it for you. 

Wish you could help me, out of these nightmares into a new beginning. 

A new beginning of you, of me, of us. 

Wish you could understand my words and read all these unfinished letters, which lie in the rubbish. 

I write you everyday, in the book of you and me. 

The diary of us. 

Wish you could read my words in it, they are just for you. 

Wish you could.

hab ich geschrieben, also

seid so nett und lasst es mir gehören.